I'm never really sure how you label the new year: is it named for the last day of the old year (like you're celebrating New Year's Eve) or the first day of the new year? Anyway, its December 29th, 2023 and I'm thinking about 2024 and what lies ahead. I'm so down right now. I just can't find the motivation and not sure I want to be around for next year or the one after that. Its great having the kids home for the holiday and I enjoy their company, but for some reason, that's not enough. I just feel it's all pointless... Need to regroup and find something to hang on to. I have racing goals, like the Boston Marathon and Duathlon Nationals. But somehow those don't mean much now. Will have to see if I feel different in the new year.
Weekly thoughts, training and racing reports, goals, highlights and recollections about triathlon training and racing.
December 29, 2023
November 30, 2023
Twenty One
October 11, 2023
Chimarathon 2023
September 5, 2023
Looking back on Tri Season 2023
August 24, 2023
L & M Back at School
August 13, 2023
Summer Vaca 2023
Last Tri of 2023
June 28, 2023
Steelhead Ironman 70.3 Triathlon
This past Sunday (6/25/23) was the Steelhead 70.3 race. Very disappointed with my time, given it was more than 15 minutes slower than last year. And it wasn't just a bad performance in once area: each leg of the race and the transitions were all slower.
What was so disappointing was that I trained much harder this year than last year, especially on the swim. Nevertheless, I swam a minute slower, I biked 5 minutes slower and I ran 8 minutes slower. I can't attribute that to equipment or weather, neither was a factor. I'm left wondering what went so wrong.
One nice thing was that I bumped into an old friend, Glenn Rolbiecki. really nice guy and great triathlete who has been competing as long as I have. He took this photo at the finish line. I love the photo because I have no other picture at a race where I'm smiling. In all the race photos I'm grimacing!
June 1, 2023
CA Spring Break 2023
Some great memories of Spring Break in CA with Lance. Playing pool in the dingy honky tonk in Death Valley was the best! Then waking up after sleeping in the car and eating bean burritos for breakfast. Death Valley was spectacular! Monterey, CA was also pretty cool! Great trip!
Summer 2023 Triathlons
Really training hard so far this spring and early summer! Check out this graph from TrainingPeaks showing total calories burned per month! That's almost a 5% greater effort that any previous month! Damn, no wonder I'm tired!
May 25, 2023
May 25th, 2023- MWU Graduation
Today was our MWU DPT Graduation for the class that started June of 2020. They called themselves the "COVID class" and it was tough getting to know them that first 6 months because we were online for much of the curriculum. But in the end, this turned out to be one of the most fun and likeable classes. Students like O'Dell, Deena, Leo, Jason, Kat, and Courtney were fun and super nice. Then there were also students who overcame some personal struggles like Samir, Tyler and Ashley, but who did amazing in the end. Lots of other fun students like Rachel who invited me as a guest for their class' HIIT workout and Victor who unassumingly cruised through the curriculum at a high level, impressing everyone with his maturity and professionalism and never let on that he was an army vet paratrooper. These people all moved seamlessly from being students, to just being amazing people who I will miss.
Every year when Dave Johnson, the Bagpiper, begins to play on that crazy instrument, leading the graduates, a strange feeling comes over me. Its like I'm suddenly aware of time passing and that I'm taking too much for granted. My kids are getting older..., this will be the last time I'll likely see most of this PT class..., I'm getting older, and the world is changing. Graduations always have a slight bitter-sweet element, but every year it gets more bitter than sweet. I will miss this class. I will miss people who retire and people who pass away. I will miss Stuart's personality as he slips further and further away from us. I fear for friends like Daryl and I worry that I have fewer and fewer people that I can call friends.
February 20, 2023
Almost my B-day, just 3 more days. Hoping that this will be a break-through season and I can be really competitive in triathlons, for a change! Here are my races so far:
1) Duathlon Nationals, April 20th
2) Steelhead 70.3 June 25th
3) Triathlon Nationals, August 6th.
That last one is my A-race! Fingers crossed. Mad